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Love Hated Me
I so much believed in love but not anymore.
My girl am I just broke a relationship of ten years and five months.
She was my life, my breathe, my lover my friend.
We started way back since secondary school. I loved her some much. She was my first true love. I sacrifice so much for this relationship, so much that I can't just remember all.
We left high school and got admitted into different universities, that was when the problem first started. Distance I guess.
She started dating one of her neighbours and then a guy on her street. She had earlier condemned these guy, what well, she dated them.
If my counts are correct, she has dated about five to six guys and each time she broke up with one, she jumps to me before finding another guy. That means she has broken my heart about 5 to 6 times.
But we got back sometimes last year, she confessed her love for me and promised never to leave again.
Well, she hasn't left since then but she has consistently lied to me. She told me she loved one of her ex more than me but the guy isn't the right guy for her. She said I am. But every now and then she communicates with him. They talk, they see, they go out. But she keeps telling me noting is going on between them.
Recently, I just saw his message on her phone telling her to use the money he sent to her very well.
She has constantly tormented me with her lies, so many, I just can't remember all.
Right now, I've broken up with her but don't know if that's the right to do because I don't think I could never live again without her.
I honestly don't know how to get over a break-up.
Maybe you can write about "how to get over break ups" on your site because am an ardent reader of your Page1 Magazine
Thanks,
Ahmed
Abuja.
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